So I have or should I say HAD this cricket somewhere in my apartment.  We have yet to clear out all of my grandmas old stuff so there is a bunch of old appliances in the kitchen.  So I came to the conclusion that this cricket was in the old Toaster, so I plugged it in, and turned it on.   No more cricket chirps.  :)  Devious, I know, and I sort of feel bad, but Hey, you cannot annoy me while i'm trying to study at 1:30 in the morning, ya know?

Hope you enjoy my story!

XOXOXO
Tiffany

I need a job!  Like bad! Any suggestions??

I'm struggling with depression lately. And I have since after I lost my brother.   Its been a hard couple of weeks and it doesnt help when you tell someone how your feeling and they tell you that you shouldn't feel that way, or that you shouldn't do this or that.  For me it made me feel worse about myself, and I feel so much like a failure.  monday night I went to bed at 6:30, woke up at midnight, and fell back asleep around 1 and slept again until 8:00.  its either i sleep all the time, or I don't sleep at all...   I'm completely unmotivated.  I've put myself into this shell of lonliness, and can't allow anyone in, yet I don't want to be alone.  I keep repeating in my head "it is God who arms me with strength and makes my way perfect" over and over again...

Please pray for me.